Cannot share

She used to say, “There are two feelings
Which I will never share
Whether my heart erupts
Or makes anyone hurt
It’s been deep down embalmed
Which caused inside flames?
Am excluded from that play
But a victory is mine any way
Don’t need sacrifices
It asks for prices
I have given all I had
Once needed someone like that
I was never desolated
Off the behavior hated
I was in pain
Not insane